sekali bc tajuk entry ni rs cm nk nyanyi lagu fauziah latif..
hati ini..walaupon telah dilukai..namun diri..tabah jua menghadapi....
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa...............................
sedih..knp tbe2 nk rs cmni skrg..
ya Allah,jauhkan la hasutan syaitan dr hambe Mu ini ya Allah...
spatutnye sy dh xrs cmni..sy dh kawen..tp mgkin sbb bnda ni xabes2 lg..sy xphm knp kna jdk lg bnda2 cmni..hdup sy ptutnye dh xperlu pk bnda2 bangang cmni..baik sy pk cmne sy nk jg suami sy,cmne sy nk jdk isteri solehah,isteri mithali..hambe Allah yg taat..
slh sy ke sbb stiase dlm keraguan? slh sy ke sbb slalu nk syak wasangke? sy pnah diainiaya..sy penah ditipu..sy penah terluke..xmgkin la sy leh lupe n wat xtau je..msti la bnda2 cmtu slalu je sy nk igt spy sy xtkene lg..xslh kn...slh sy mgkin sbb terlalu pcy n terlalu pasti yg sebuah janji xkn dimungkiri..
hmm..ni bkn mslh umahtgge yg sy nk bgtau stu dunie..ni cume mslh prasaan sy yg stiase dihantui ms silam..huh..poyo plak ayat..
serius! xde silapnye bile seseorang manusie yg bgelar isteri rs cmni..yg slhnye cume sesetengah suami xphm n xberubah2..(hrp suami sy xtgolong)..yg slhnye jgk bile ade wanita2 lain yg xphm2 bhs n xtau malu n suke rosakkan hubungan org..terpk sy kejap,sy penah letak kt status fb sy bru2 ni..sy kate drpd slhkn org,baik pk dlm2..mgkin tu sume blsn..klu btol sy penah wat cmtu,sy pn xkn melenting2 cmni..mslhnye sy xpenah kcu sape2 pn dlm hdup sy..
jap sy igt..hmm ade la kut..dulu sy penah tggalkn ex bfren sy tanpe sbb..ms skolah..lame dh kut..kire jgk ke? sy dh dpt blsn pn bile sy dh due kali putus cinte sejak 2002..dh xpsl2 cte2 basi dh kuar..
sy dh xleh nk ckp baik2..mcm sy penah ckp sblum ni,ni bkn kes isteri yg mengongkong..xbg suami buat itu ini atau ape2 je la yg slalu seorang suami akan komplen..tp agk2 la..hah.tu yg mls nk ckp tu..
cmne isteri igt tggungjwb dan amanah sbg seorang isteri..cmtu la jgk yg ptut suami igt..igt stiap baris ayat yg dibace ms nk nikah tu..
astaghfirullahalazim..knp la sy kna jdk cmni..mgkin sbb emosi tgganggu sejak akhir2 ni..tmbh berat kpl ni pk..sy hrp xde ape yg mjejaskn..
smg kami stiase dijauhkn dr syaitan dan pendengki2..amin..
They asked me if I kissed you.
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I replied:
I don't regret any of my feelings
or things I did with him,
because when I look at him I see something
different than what everyone else can see.
When I'm with him,
I feel a feeling that no one or
being anywhere else can give me.
When I kissed him,
my world around me melted.
When he held me in his arms
and rested his head on mine,
I forgot everything but my world
that was holding me.
Even though all of you may see
something in him that is so horrible,
all I see is all the positive,
and special moments that
he ever shared with me...
The only thing that I regret
is listening to my hurt heart which never healed....
4 comments:
kadang2 doubting nih mainan syaitan kak. and im sorry because i may not a gud person to talk about it. but do avoid ourself from syak wasangka sbb kadang2 benda tuh bleh makan diri sendiri. anyway, last quite tuh sangat sweet. nak pinjam letak kat blog leh? hehehe. ;)
btol2..mmg stuju sgt..mmg gile la rs cmtu..mmg leh bwk mslh..n i always try not to..mgkin sbb xcukup kuat..smg stiase dilindungi..
bleh je..sharing is caring.. =)
ooo akak dapat penyakit adik ke..??haha.
percaya pada suami dengan azam dan keyakinan....
lirik lagu lagho..haha.
risiko ade di mana2..
kite tak buleh percaya something 100%..
berikan kepercayaan dgn tenang then berhati2 dan berdoa..
pandai cakap je.haha.
ala adik..pyakit adk tu leh jgk ilang2 virus die..pyakit akk ni ssh cket..ngee~
pcy je..tp ntah..cm kna rasuk plak..tlg ubat kn bleh x.. =)
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